COMMUNICATION
VIA LUNAR RELAY TO AKA MIEMBE
Habari
Aka,
We
were speaking of
how the Promethean Long Dracocide chose his name. According to
Archived Data Fragments
1665-4310–1665-4312,
in
the episode which inspired his name Surt dreamed of a more terrible
danger
still,
a shapeless "enemy" threat
quite beyond the war of ideas against any foe of principles,
even those symbolized by the three heads of Long's dragon. These
datartifacts
show pages from one of Surt's own notebooks:
ATTACHMENT: "DATA
FRAGMENT 1665-4310: scanned image from electronic media, minimal
decay; transcribed"
thinking
about Norse myth [...]
like eternal recurrence as test of life-loving capacity —
Do the remaining Aesir who play games with their golden chessmen
after Ragnarok regret their deeds, their mistakes and their fall,
or do they wish it all again, a thousand times more?
Chessmen — symbols of the power they once wielded, moving
pieces in the world.
It is possible to come to face even the politics and the groupthink
and the limits, the worst errors and the waste and so forth of
this world with some humanity and affirmation, because it makes
us what we have been, are and will be.
The
next note appears hastily scrawled, on the next page:
ATTACHMENT: "DATA
FRAGMENT 1665-4311: scanned image from electronic media, minimal
decay; transcribed"
in
night, after R. dream: Seemingly an eternity before the light
of our Great Noon we put
faith in, in the blackness of this terrible
Nadir Solstice that forgets the sun returns, comes the terrible
Fear of Nothing for Nothing, the empty fleshless monster of
all monsters: the Beast of Nothing, Nihil, Apathy, Annihilation,
Void — the
wolf that devours the sun — hopelessness, doubt, inward
collapse, the ground falls from underneath, only the Abyss
stares back —
worse than the Dragon we now see with 3 beastly heads, Nidhogg
— dragon of destruction — whose true name and sustenance is this
Nothing,
inside us all, waiting to become in our lifelessness — it
is not even a beast we can fight, not natural nor supernatural,
not even a form until it takes one, and then its heads are
the Hydra's — otherwise it is Nether but it is always us,
in the time we are Alone, without illusions to protect us,
seeing
only the Night no longer cloaked in the light of stars, not
the friendly familiar darkness of the seen-before or not-yet-seen,
not Pitch nor midnight, only infinity looking back at us —
the
monster gapes, its knows no defeat — deny it battle:
Live, Grow, Chase It Away, Banish the Withering No-Thing!
The
subsequent note on the next page fills in more details retrospectively:
ATTACHMENT: "DATA
FRAGMENT 1665-4312: scanned image from electronic media,
minimal decay; transcribed"
morning
after, about Ragnarok dream —
…some
fought with fiery swords, they had come from fiery chaos
to fight
the Monsters and the Minions and their leaders, taken as mortal
Gods
by men, though their Aesir lie, recruit them to fight their
battles, and play with them as pawns in a chess game — meanwhile
the Horn
blasted for a small Forever, echoing louder and louder, gaining
energy, painful, shattering, never dying away until I woke.
It summoned me awake. But first the wolf Skoll swallowed the
sun
and all the fighters lay down their weapons — even that
now seemed pointless. Even that battle of "Good" and "Evil",
in which the fiery rejuvenators would be called the Evil
demons. They all no longer cared.
The
ellipsis is preceded on the original notebook page by a space
of three lines, as though Surt meant to fill in the rest
of
the details
of
the
dream.
Instead it seems he skipped to the most prominent thought
in his mind to record the next morning, and once he
had preserved that insight, neglected to set the stage by
filling in the blank. I suppose that the
setting
up to
that point
is a more usual account of Ragnarok, the final doomsday battle
of Norse mythology. These names: Nidhogg the dragon who chews
on the roots of the world tree, Skoll the wolf who chases
the sun across the sky, and the Aesir
gods
all
belong to Norse mythology, as does the
name
Surt.
In
the usual account, the valiant dead, fallen mortal warriors
gathered for the purpose were mustered to follow the Aesir
gods and their allies to
fight
a tremendous
Armageddon at the end of the world, a battle fought against
monsters and frost giants and other enemies.
This
ended without victory, in fact in the mutual destruction
of doomsday. This remarkable eschatology in a sense indicates
a radical fatalism, in that ancient Norse believers knew
hopeless
portents
of how the battle would unfold, and specifically how their
powerful martial gods would perish, but embraced the glory
of the unavoidable Ragnarok, literally "fate of the
gods."
In
some
tellings
of the story, afterwards a few surviving
Aesir
toy
with their
chessmen. Chess has often suggested the imperium of political
hierarchy and military prowess not only in the Norse but
in many traditions. Note that in the game pawns serve as
weak, but numerous footsoldiers. The surviving Aesir
remember past "glories" of
violent domination of their enemies, the former leadership
by their pantheon, characterized by the devotion of a faithful
mankind even willing to sacrifice themselves, and their command
of a host composed in a sense by their pawns. The alienness
of
this
image directly illustrates how considerably the Promethean
change
has altered
perspectives since the dark ages. In a sense, the Aesir's
rule could stand for the Three Scourges embodied in Long
Dracocide's legendary dragon: the mass-mindedness, the subordination
to authority, and
the
moral orthodoxy, all principles of the Old World, all opposed
by Prometheans. Commitment to these doomed the order imposed
by the Aesir just as it doomed the Old World,
but Surt
suggests
that even
this makes possible our life and his own life, and therefore
we may think of it as purposeful.
In
the traditional version, the mythical fire giant Surt (or
Surtr)
leads the
cohort
of Muspelheim,
the world of fire. At the End, he sweeps his fiery sword
over
everything,
setting the nine worlds ablaze to sink into the sea as
cinders
and rise again, green and fresh after the holocaust,
a
new and better world for its inheritors, named Lif and
Lifthrasir (Life and Eager-For-Life).
In the
traditional version, the Aesir god Heimdall blew his
great horn to summon
the gods
to battle. In
the dream, this continues through to the End, wakes the
real-life Promethean Surt at battle's
end, as though it echoes still in his mind.
Well then, I shall move on to weaving my main
thread now that I have built a frame for it.
You may have guessed I found more to interest
me in Surt's notes than instructive Norse imagery, something
other than what I
sought. That much
only
serves as background to a much deeper consideration, my
compulsion
to raise the subject.
I'll
tell
you
why I fixate on these Fragments, now that I
found
them
for another reason. At
last in Fragment
1665-4311 I found some contemporary verification
of the three-headed dragon from Dracocide's legendary
vision, but from my viewpoint now, I no longer care much
about my
earlier
problem.
Yes, making an academic contribution to a specialty now
seems minor, even incidental. Strange that some massive unknown
tugs at me now, almost a — yes, a distraction. Upon careful
reading, Surt's
vision explicitly distinguishes the
threat
known
as
Nothing identified with both the wolf that swallows the
sun and the
wormlike
dragon Nidhogg from
the three-headed dragon representing
the three human Scourges we have already seen in Long Dracocide's
vision. And somehow,
this symbolically-alluded nihilism appears more fearsome
than those three more immediate and monstrous threats. What
can this all mean?
To
approach this as a puzzle assumes one principle first of
all: that I have within me some mentality capable of relating
to the
puzzle, and solving it.
I am
not
sure
that I
do. But, I thought I might assemble some pieces from some
unexplained references in these notebook pages which were not
culled from
Norse legends and storytelling. These
I thought might reflect on the Ragnarok narrative, which I
comprehend more readily, and serve as my Rosetta stone to understand
Surt's
Nothing.
Some
other references appear to come from other traditional mythology,
such as the Hydra metaphor. And "Pitch," perhaps
a folk nickname for the demon armed with a pitchfork in
popular Christian mythology, more commonly known by other
names such as Devil (perhaps from deva, Angel),
Lucifer (Light-bearer in Latin) or Satan (Accuser in Hebrew).
The image of a pitchforked,
dark demon
obscures the agglomerated
origins. This demon usually functioned to personify the
abstract polarity of Evil. Evil was an article of faith
commonly
identified with "Darkness" among
many different kinds of formerly numerous ditheists since
the original Zoroastrians and therefore worthy
of
mention by
Surt, who it seems had something else in mind and wished
to clarify what he did not mean. The word "Pitch" could
simply mean black, of course,
and "Surtr" means
black literally in Old Norse. But "not
Pitch nor midnight" would be redundant in that case.
Both made for familiar kinds of
darkness,
symbolically and phenomenally. All these references give
comparative illustration, as part of a sequence of
thoughts
all
suggesting
that this
threat
is far more slippery than anything that can be fought directly,
familiarized, or even understood as a quantum of something.
These references all seem to belong.
But
the philosophical problem of "eternal recurrence" stands
out, early on, apparently an idea instrumental to sparking
Surt's contemplative sequence before
his dream. In Die fröhliche Wissenschaft Nietzsche
posits this question of Das grösste Schwergewicht, "the
greatest weight" or
"the greatest stress", as opposed to insignificant weightlessness:
What,
if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into
your loneliest
loneliness and say to you: "This life as you now live
it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and
innumerable
times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but
every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and
everything
unutterably small or great in your life will have to
return to you, all in the same succession and sequence
— even this
spider and this moonlight between the trees, and even
this moment and I myself. The eternal hourglass of existence
is
turned upside down again and again, and you with it,
speck of dust!"
Would
you not throw yourself down and gnash your
teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have
you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would
have
answered
him: "You are a god and never have I heard anything
more divine." If this thought gained possession of you,
it
would change you as you are and perhaps crush you.
The question in each and every thing, "Do you desire
this once more and
innumerable times more?" would lie upon your
actions as the greatest weight. Or how well disposed
would
you have
to become to yourself and to life to crave nothing
more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation
and seal?
In
the same work Nietzsche speaks of accepting the eternal
recurrence of war
and peace,
which history tells us Surt would have known familiarly
in his life and work. He saw horrors.
As
an aside, I wonder if that contemplation of weight occurred
to Nietzsche because of his own awareness
of his future significance and posthumous influence? Any
expression he recorded might have repercussions, any thought,
untold ramifications.
He saw the eyes of the future upon his books, neglected
in his present, but instrumental to the reformation of
philosophy and the transformation of numerous fields in the
history
of ideas ever since. Living with consciousness of a destiny
could, to a lesser extent than the eternity thought experiment,
also transform any act from the disposable to the valuable,
from
the careless
to the
responsible, but also from light to weighty, in burden as
well as emphasis.
I
am not sure whether that observation was directly relevant
to the puzzle of the Promethean or a digression, but
to return to the references of which I spoke, another
probable reference to Nietzschean imagery, "Abyss,"
appears later. In Jenseits von Gut und Böse (Beyond
Good and Evil) Nietzsche wrote "Wer
mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag
zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn
du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch
in dich hinein." Translated into English for you: "He
who fights with monsters should see to it that in the process
he himself
does not
become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss,
the abyss
gazes also
into you." If we account the way the Prometheans
fight monsters, it seems Surt feared the corruption of
fighting the most hopeless monster of all,
an enemy
so terrible we cannot face it. We would see "only
infinity looking back at us" so we can only "deny
it battle" by
living, and (thereby?) banish this hungry phantasm. Curious.
But nothingness has no characteristics, except those of
combination
with an observer. What in nothingness could inspire such
a dread visage? The closest thing to an infinite abyss
is surely the empty
void beyond
innerspace,
looking
out
into
vacuum and light-years of timespace. Yet human colonists
travel through vast intertimespace to the farthest stars
of the Fringe, and some come back... do
they learn
something (or rather
about
nothing)
which
I do not?
But
then an even clearer Nietzschean echo can be read in the
idea of the "Great
Noon." Compare this to the "Nadir
Solstice" of which Surt speaks. At Noon, all
things stand illuminated for a mighty reconsideration, and
revaluation. At Solstice, the night appears so dark one
might even forget the light will return (especially at
Scandinavian latitudes on Terra). Under such adumbration
scarce light would illuminate nothing of significance,
in other words bringing nihilism, the subject
of
Nietzsche's frequently
recurring
admonitions. I cannot really conceive of pointlessness
such that one cannot invent values, or a mood so profoundly
mired in its own moment that its victim cannot remember
the
source of
light which
signifies
evaluation and all sense of purpose. But I notice that
against the cycle of the day, a favorite evocation in
Nietzsche,
Surt intersects
the
cycle of
the longer year, accentuating remoteness
from that enlightenment rather than its imminence. So
maybe for me to empathize, it
would
be necessary for me to personally experience some arc
within the revolutions of life on Terra, or those of
one's own
life, with that degree of apparently extreme alienation
from any significance —
and not
merely its vivid descriptions.
These
are some of the many considerations I have uncovered so far.
Yet the more information yielded from my pursuits the more
I sense that I come no closer to uncovering some mystery.
I will continue to contemplate
and meditate on the significance of these
things
as time
allows.
The answers
I am looking
for
must
not be
obvious
or my searches
would have found them already. Therefore facts are not the
issue, my inability to relate psychologically must provide
the elusive
factor. I must try to internalize in an effort
to understand Surt's dread of nothing. In the meantime, the
chasm I must bridge between myself and one who comprehends
that Void seems all too taunting.
Kwa
heri,
ADITI
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